Outpouring Confused Heart

I hurt for what they say??

I’m always humbled

I was always embarrassed

I realize if I’m stupid

They are smart and intelligent

Smart and intelligent to hurt

They’re always bragging

What's my presumption of this

I’m very stupid. Is not that right?

Because they’re always angry at my work

I admit I was wrong to do each job

But I don’t want to argue

Yes, I can only complain, complain and complain

Above remarks that pierced the soul

Because they can only be sarcastic and say rude words

Because they don’t consider what I've described

Because they don’t respect me

And I don’t accept words pierced my heart

I also don’t accept they don't consider my explanation

It really can’t appreciate the other people

If I am wrong

If I am stupid

Rude words that I didn’t calm their hearts out

"Are you?? All you do is sleep, sleep, and sleep." They say ..

I scolded and as the invective

I feel really ashamed

I feel really humble

Are they so despise me??

And my parents never angry and scolded me like what they do

Actually just me and God knows what I do