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Sampe sekarang aku blum tidur juga lhoo..


Huhu kesiksa banget beneran. Mau ini (gak enak) Mau itu (gak enak juga), enaknya tidur nih. Tapi susah banget tidur.. hiks..hiks.. Mungkin gara-gara tidur siang kali ya. Kenapa sich kalo siangnya tidur, malemnya ga bisa tidur??? Tapi enggak juga dink, kadang siangnya gak tidur, malemnya tetep aja gak bisa tidur. Dulu sich gak ginih, tapi semenjak SMA kelas XI jadi ginih. Ah, pengen kaya dulu lagi tidur tuch teratur jam 9 ya udah go to bed. Di sekolahnya kan jadi gak ngantuk. Untung sekarang dah mulai libur.


Buka-buka buku, males bacanya, mau ngerjain THR dari guru, males juga, resah tau, apalagi ditemani suara yang lagi koprek lagi alias obrog-obrog tuh yang suka bangunin orang tuk sahur. Tadi nyanyi lagu "Kuburan Band - Lupa-lupa Ingat" and many more. Mending gak dangdut. haha.. Akhir-akhirnya sich ng-blog, blogwalking, browsing, en OL di FB while listening to music.


Tadi tidur siangnya kelamaan kali ya. 2 jam lama enggak ya? Ko efeknya jadi gini? Biasanya kalo susah banget tidur paling ntok tidur jam 12.


Ah, pokoknya ntar mah jangan gini lagi ah. Mudah-mudah pas masuk sekolah tidur saya normal lagi..


Ekh, waktunya sahur nich..
Sahur dulu ah..

Met Sahur :)

Coretan

Ini nih karya curat-coret aku waktu ga ada kerjaan di skul. haha.. Daripada nge-gosip yang enggak-enggak mendingan curat-coret. Biasanya aku suka curat-curat teu pararuguh..

Klo yang ini coretan cha en mia..

In this blog :: http://sunshinespearl.blogspot.com/

Outpouring Confused Heart

I hurt for what they say??

I’m always humbled

I was always embarrassed

I realize if I’m stupid

They are smart and intelligent

Smart and intelligent to hurt

They’re always bragging

What's my presumption of this

I’m very stupid. Is not that right?

Because they’re always angry at my work

I admit I was wrong to do each job

But I don’t want to argue

Yes, I can only complain, complain and complain

Above remarks that pierced the soul

Because they can only be sarcastic and say rude words

Because they don’t consider what I've described

Because they don’t respect me

And I don’t accept words pierced my heart

I also don’t accept they don't consider my explanation

It really can’t appreciate the other people

If I am wrong

If I am stupid

Rude words that I didn’t calm their hearts out

"Are you?? All you do is sleep, sleep, and sleep." They say ..

I scolded and as the invective

I feel really ashamed

I feel really humble

Are they so despise me??

And my parents never angry and scolded me like what they do

Actually just me and God knows what I do

Surat Undangan

Aku udah bikin surat undangan buka bersama. Tapi ga tau NIP Wakasek nya coz NIP-nya kan udah ganti lagi ma yang baru dan terlalu panjang.. Duduh.. gimana nih??? Mana waktu udah mepet. Lho lho print di humz ku rusak. Yah, gak bisa ng-print dunk. Males banget ng-Print di luar. Udah ah besok lagi aja. Nanti buang-buang kertas. Percuma aja low di print belum selesai mah. Untungnya ada temen-temen yang pengurus inti panitia datang ke humz. Katanya: ya udah sini di print ma kita aja. Respon aku: Hih, ini tuh belum selesai apa-apa. Tapi kata mereka harus selesai sekarang. Ya udah dech aku kasih aja flash disknya. Tau aja bisa di edit ma mereka.. hehe..

Dan apa yang terjadi keesokan harinya??????

"Heh, kamu gimana sic??? Ini surat apa-apaan?? Masa gak ada NIP nya, trus ini salah, ini lagi salah." Kata dia yang kemarin juga ikut ke rumah en maksa harus di print sekarang. Ucapan itu dikeluarkan di depan banyak orang.

Wajahku memerah sekaligus malu dimarahin di depan banyak orang. Seperti dipermalukan. Dan seumur-umur selama aku di sekolah baru sekarang aku dimarahin sama temen kaya ginih dihadapan temen-temen. Bener" k e s e l. Pagi ini dimulai dengan SEMPROTAN...

Temen-temen membela ku "Heh, biasa aja lagi. Bicara tuh baik-baik."

"Kemarin kan aku juga dah bilang ini tuh belum selesai, nyaranin jangan di print besok. Tetep aja di print." Respon aku..

Dih, bego pisan tu orang.. Dia yang nyuruh harus buru-buru di print sekarang walaupun belum ada NIP nya juga. Ga inget napa????

"Itu yang nge-print mah si dia (ke-2)" Dia nyalahin lagi orang lain...

Beuh.. Nyalahin lagi orang.

Deuh, tau akh kararesel ngadepin tu orang. Saya malu banget ma wakasek coz isi surat ntu lho. Mana surat tu tanpa sepengetahuan di tambahin ma dia dan benar-benar jadi kacauuu.

Pokonya tadi paciweuh banget dechh. Mana di skul ruang komputer ada yang ngebobol. Mu nge-print di skul ga bisa. Tapi akhirnya beres juga.

Ah, urusan kegiatan lagi blum selesai-selesai.

SMS dari temen ada yang gak aku bales coz bener-bener kararesel tadi di sekolah.

Duh, maaf banget ya temen...

Miss u friends

Relationships that are separated by distance ...

Friends.....

I really miss you...

When are we going to meet again???????

I miss ur smiles

I miss ur story

I miss ur heart flow

I miss the news about ur family

I miss ur jokes

I miss our getherness

In the real world

Not only in mobile and virtual worlds

I just wanna say ::

I miss you so much.

Waver

I don't know what to do. Choosing to continue or not?? This is about the organization .. Why could I be lazy like this?? Actually, because there is the behavior of those who made my heart was not happy. Maybe while I sat in junior high school I'm too active and now the present situation is not fun. It's really boring. There is one thing, I have learned more about English and the way to go to there was exhausting. I need a break before making my body becomes fresh again and if I don't break sometimes I feel dizzy and neglect their homework because I'm so tired. And my friends couldn't feel what I feel, so they do not understand what I feel. They couldn't accept my excuse if I can't attend meetings because of my position now completely preserved. I want to get out but someone stop me. Actually I'm very bored with this situation. Moreover, there are people who are always selfish and want to win themselves, always feel smart and clever, and could not understand the feelings of others. I'm tired of all this .. I hesitated to continue or not?? Want to get out but I maintained a position ..